My cat is in renal failure. I have to give him I.V. fluids and will get his blood checked on Friday to see if its even worth continuing.

Right now my head is telling me the rational things, but my heart is feeling like this:

Gonna do what I can to help my furry companion, but I think its just a question of time.

Pud kept me from being lonely during the day, and I don’t know what I am going to do when he is gone. Another cat just doesn’t cut it to me right now because old ironsides is one of a kind…

So far this year sucks. Can we go back?